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Do ever wish that silly little things never happened because they resulted in being a huge fucking deal? I don't know, the whole situation has gotten twisted and tormented into some weird shit. It feels like I've practically lost all of my friends at this point, even if I was never really that good of friends with them. It just sucks. It feels like all I can do is sit at home and sleep. I'm just waiting for the next big exciting thing to happen to me or come into my life, but at the same time I lack the energy and the happiness to make the initiative. I want to make sense of things, but I can't. I mean, is it really even possible?
Current Location:
in bed
Current Mood:
discontent discontent
Current Music:
under a honeymoon by the good life
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Chillin out at home. I'm sick and I have tons of homework to make up on account of being absent for the whole fucking week. Tomorrow I am going to work a lot on my songs and hopefully write even more sounds of love! My parents won't be home so I will have the house all to myself and can therefore work in peace. Do you ever wish that you could just go right to sleep so that tomorrow could come sooner? That's how I feel cause I really really want to play the piano right now. It's almost (ALMOST) all I think about. Whenever I get a chance I am at the piano. But sometimes I get frustrated, and that's when the chainsmoking begins its trend. Of course. Gee I'm bored, and there's nothing all that interesting on c-span right now. I can't think of anything creative to learn about on wikipedia. I'm not hungry, so I don't really want to eat. I probably should clean my room or start on my homework or do something productive. BUUUUTTT, I don't really feel like it. Staying in kind of sucks, I'm getting a little mental here.
Current Location:
the chen of kit.
Current Mood:
bored bored
Current Music:
people talking on c-span
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Gio and I were supposed to record this weekend, but it looks like the materials he ordered are delayed and won't ship until Tuesday. Kind of bummed, but my stuff will be recorded sometime soon so it's all good. I'm just really anxious to get feedback and see what people think of my music. Man, I need to stop journaling at 4:30 am. So far it seems that is my internet journaling/blogging/poetry time. I should try and get some sleep at this time for a change. Geesh! Well then, goodnight!
Current Location:
my bed
Current Mood:
anxious anxious
Current Music:
The Pretender- Dr. Dog
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My name is Stefanie Hodapp. I'm working on a solo project and writing many songs on my piano. My good friend Giovanni will be helping me to record and spice up my songs. You can check out my myspace site at www.myspace.com/stefaniehodapp. I should have my songs up sometime after this weekend when I am finished recording. I may or may not sing. It's undecided as to my vocal abilities are nothing spectacular, but if Kimya Dawson can pull it off why can't I? We'll see how it goes. Have a beautiful day and I hope you will enjoy my work.
Current Location:
My bedroom
Current Mood:
excited excited
Current Music:
Mates of State- Think Long
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